Word of God

What a few days it has been. I am seriously detoxing from the crap I have been filling myself with. Yesterday I was just hungry, and today I just felt nauseous most of the day. Amazing I would choose to eat things that make me feel this bad when I don't have them. You would think I would learn.

I had to curb my water intake this morning as well, since I am on the road visiting with families I cannot just pee when I want. Luckily the first visit I went to had a bathroom I felt ok using. My second family wasn't there when I showed up, and so I went to the third one a bit earlier. I was feeling crummy about my job performance tonight, and then I thought today was probably NOT the best day to evaluate things of such importance.

Instead I just kept listening to this song that I love. Just very comforting to me . . .music is so very comforting to me. I would choose music over anything else-like TV or movies, or anything. I find I connect most to music. These are the lyrics that are comforting to me tonight. May you find something as comfortable when you feel crummy . . .


Word of God Speak

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say

Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness
Word of God speak

I'm finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay